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It's amazing how God uses me when I am so weak and incompetent.

Over the past weekend, I was solo leading at a camp and felt very incompetent and anxious about it. After most discussion sessions, I walked away feeling although I had failed God because I hadn't explained and expressed everything that I wanted or because the students weren't as engaged as I would've wanted.

But God reminded me through my brothers and sisters that no matter how well I lead, their growth and understanding of Him wasn't going to come from me. It was only going to come from Him.

While I felt quite discouraged at times, God reminded me that He grows and changes the kids regardless of how I personally felt about how I lead.

One of them posted on Facebook about how they accepted Christ over the weekend. Praise God for His grace!!

What a privilege that God allowed useless, sinful, weak me to be part of that story.

This is why we do it.