Reliance

So I just finished applying for a whole lot of cadetships. It was so tiring. Mentally, emotionally. I'm exhausted. It's 10:30pm and I did my quiet times after I was done. I realised that I never really asked God or talked to Him about it before I applied for any of these things. I kinda just prayed for my future.

I was reading Isaiah 33 (read it very recommend) and it talks about God's absolute power and it talks about heaven and how great it will be there. I can't wait to be there, where all my worldly desires will be gone and I will only desire Him and I will be fully satisfied in Him. All the idols that I cling to will be gone and I will throw it away 'like menstrual cloth' (I didn't make that up guys it's in the Bible). I will be perfectly secure and I will only ever need Him.

"Look on Zion, our city of our festivals;

your eyes will see Jerusalem,

a peaceful abode, a tent that will not be moved;

its stakes will never be pulled up,

nor any of its ropes broken.

There the LORD will be our Mighty One."

Isaiah 33:20-21a